KUTOKA UDOSINI:Why did Viveka kill herself?

It's turned out to be a nightmare birthday for Gautam Vora, successful stockbroker and a regular at some of south Mumbai's most happening parties, who turned 32 on Saturday. Kamasutra model Viveka Babajee, who hanged herself at her Bandra residence on Friday, left a chilling message for Gautam on the last page of a diary found near her body — U kill me, Gautam Vora. Gautam, whose phone was switched off on Saturday, met Viveka at a party in Goa just a month ago and they fell in love. Friends said marriage was very much on the cards and Viveka was planning to throw a secret party for Gautam, five years her junior, on his birthday. But he, apparently, had other plans. Police sources said that on Thursday night, Gautam visited Viveka at her 5th floor residence in Continental Towers on Carter Road and they had an argument. Some of the neighbours described the altercation as 'loud' and 'nasty.' Apparently, this was when Gautam told Viveka he was not ready for marriage yet. According to an autopsy report, Viveka hanged herself to death between 3 and 5 pm on Friday. Gautam owns ULJK Securities Limited, a stockbroking firm run by his dad before he passed away a month ago. He studied at Indiana University, Bloomington, and lives on Napean Sea Road. He is also allegedly involved with another model, Hemangi, with whom he has an on and off relationship. When we tried to speak to Hemangi, she refused to comment. Friends described Gautam as somebody who “loves the good life, throws lavish parties and likes to be seen in the company of beautiful and influential people.” Viveka was last spotted with friends at a party hosted by People magazine on June 17. At the time she was all aglow in the first flush of her relationship with Gautam.  yahoo!india